Day by day, I find myself finding some healing, but still I am quite not healed. I try and try and try, and I do find some healing, but I am still quite not healed. God I need you now! This is how I feel like right now. Sometimes God does not answer until on his time. For example, today I experienced tremendous healing for some time out of nowhere. It didn’t happen because I claimed to God right after, it just happened on God’s watch. Sometimes I wish I could speed up God’s watch for my healing to come sooner but I just can’t affect that. Oh well, I will keep fighting.