I don’t know, sometimes I feel like I really just don’t understand the world. Like I don’t understand it’s purpose. Of course, I want to be happy, I want to love, I hope that is the main purpose. But at the same time, when trying to make love my main purpose, I feel like I get lost in thought, like, like, like i’m not understanding this right. I don’t know. I guess I am confused. Not sure if I am supposed to be confused or not. One tip for anyone going through some sort of Psychosis from my experience: Do no argue or fight with your issues (for me this would be delusions/intrusive thoughts), but face them. Let them run their full course on you, invite them in, let them do their “worst”. Like The Beatles said, “Let it be”, lol (My favorite song from them. I first started actually listing to The Beatles during my first visit to a Psych hospital). Anyways, stepping back from my tangential thought, don’t fight your issues back and fourth, instead, face them, let them face you. This has helped me a lot personally. I just want to be like a kid again, from my heart. I want to be happy, joyful, hopeful. Somehow I am closer to that, I feel it. Stay strong guys, take care.