Month: August 2017

August 27 2017 | Damaged

The shit I have gone through makes me question my whole existence all together. I have recently purchased a tactical .22 rifle because I was planning on ending myself. I no longer wanted to live. My thoughts have consumed me and made me feel like a psychopath. I don’t want to go completely crazy and do something which I don’t… Read more →

August 3 2017 | Ehh

Mental Ward Edition   I’m stuck in this mental ward. I have been here for 5 days. My blood pressure is low & I believe it’s due to medications. I wish I didn’t have obsessive thoughts but i must accept that I do in order to move on and get past them. The meds I’m currently on are: Trazodone, Depakote,… Read more →

Unknown | Intro

Mental Ward Edition   This next series of blogs includes my experiences as an inpatient at a mental institution. I include how my day went and if I got any better. At the end of the series I will also summarize my experience in the mental ward and what I learned. I was in the mental ward for 9 days.… Read more →