July 4 2017 | Not Free Yet
Today was better. I felt more relaxed, my thoughts were a lot more balanced an centered, even though I am not yet quite healed. I feel uncertain, I don’t know if I will get better. I hope that I will, and still have some faith left. I’ve been faithless, so if you are saying, well at least he has hope, your right but don’t think I have not been completely faithless. Because I have. I have been faithless completely. I have been all of the above. Faithless, hopeless, broken. I am lucky to have a strong and faithful support group. That I cannot deny. I urge you to find others for help when you are broken in any way. Seriously, it’s the best way to help you out. Anyways, I still don’t feel healed or free, and my thoughts do come back. I am still fighting and will continue to until I literally can’ anymore. Join me in my fight by fighting your fight. We only have 1 best option, and that is to fight.