June 25 2017 | Church
I went to church today. It is Sunday. I was outside in the heat because I got to mass a bit late. Anyways, I talked to my priest after mass. We talked about how I was currently doing. From now on, he will be doing daily prayers with me via phone. Thank God for not leaving me without support in these tough situations. I don’t understand why I must endure this. It is very difficult indeed. I try and try, but I am running out of energy. I am trying with all of my soul, all of it. I only have so much in me. I pray and ask God every day but i just don’t overcome my issue. I don’t know what is missing. What am I missing? What else shall I do to overcome this. I need you my God, so bad. I am more and more convinced everyday that my battle is a spiritual one, more than a mental one. I really do think so. i mean, medicine has helped, but it does not get to solve the core of my issue, which is a spiritual one.