Month: June 2017

June 23 2017 | Tired

June 23 2017 | Tired Ok, so today was another struggle, like everyday. Not surprising right? Anyways, I went to church today, in which I felt a lot better. So I have come to a conclusion. I will let God decide my fate. I am tired and cannot keep fighting by myself. I will do my part, and let God… Read more →

June 22 2017 | Abilify

June 22 2017 | Abilify Today was just another day of dealing with my illness. I have been thinking about the fact that I have been told by a psychiatrist that I may have schizophrenia. It’s not an easy thing to grasp. I went through the motions of my intrusive thoughts again. But, i also went to church today, and… Read more →

June 17 2017

I thought I was having cardiac arrest today. I think it;s all though to my anxiety. I was in my car on my to work when my heart started beating a bit fast, then faster, then super fast to the point where I thought I was going to pass out driving. My mom had called me, and I was barely… Read more →